I've been spending a lot of time at The Beehive, my new found obsession. Coffe. Hot guys. Music. It's heaven for me. Except for all the cigarette smoke. It's a little stinky....but I still enjoy it.
There's this one guy who I've been eyeing up for a few days. Longish, black hair. 5 o'clock shadow. Lip ring. Medium build. Damn he's hot.
My favorite drink? Caramel iced cappuchino.
They have good brownies too. Nice and thick and gooey.
Damn I love that place.
I went there tonight to do homework. I was there for two hours, and I got a lot done. I'm very proud of myself :).
I'm definately going to go there more often to do homework. I'm able to concentrate a lot better there, because strangely, I don't have any distractions.
Except for those cute boys.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Wednesday, February 9, 2005
It's a very merry birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASEY DAHLING!
*wish her a happy 19th birthday everyone!*
*wish her a happy 19th birthday everyone!*
Tuesday, February 8, 2005
Get it right
1. Des and I ARE talking.
2. No I do not drink every fucking night.
3. I'm in hiding waiting for the Zoloft to start working.
4. My sarcasm is hard to understand, if you think I'm angry, TALK TO ME!
5. If you hate me for no reason, expect me to be angry about it.
6. My blog is a place where I write what I am thinking at that moment. If you don't
like it, don't read it, simple as that.
7. I change my mind nearly every second.
8. Don't assume anything about me because you're probably wrong.
9. I am energetic. Don't think I'm drunk because of it.
10. I have ADD. Don't expect me to sit down for long periods of time. It's a hard
thing to do.
2. No I do not drink every fucking night.
3. I'm in hiding waiting for the Zoloft to start working.
4. My sarcasm is hard to understand, if you think I'm angry, TALK TO ME!
5. If you hate me for no reason, expect me to be angry about it.
6. My blog is a place where I write what I am thinking at that moment. If you don't
like it, don't read it, simple as that.
7. I change my mind nearly every second.
8. Don't assume anything about me because you're probably wrong.
9. I am energetic. Don't think I'm drunk because of it.
10. I have ADD. Don't expect me to sit down for long periods of time. It's a hard
thing to do.
Monday, February 7, 2005
Insomniac with David Attell
No I don't like that show. But I am an isomniac.
Insomnia strikes again
As tired as I can be
Close my eyes for 20 seconds
That's enough rest for me
In a daze all day long
Sun hides and I wake up
Automatically
Two hours in one weekend
None tonight
Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!
What elemental dragon are you?
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You are a spring. You are very mellow most of the
time except for the caffine season (which is
year round) but you are also a very nice
person. When people tick you off though God
better save them. lol You are a fairly
socialable person because people know you won't
get mad too easy or seem to. But you are a very
nice peron over all. ^-^
What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)
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Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century
vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good
things in life, you posses a lot of classical
class, and follow that of the original
vampires, you have no shame in what you are,
infact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't
have it any other way. Your wealth is
unspeakable and your way of luring people with
your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and
most people would often call you The
Seductress.
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You're "You're So Last Summer", you're
always hoping for the best, but in the end you
just get walked all over.
Which taking back sunday song are you?
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Insomnia strikes again
As tired as I can be
Close my eyes for 20 seconds
That's enough rest for me
In a daze all day long
Sun hides and I wake up
Automatically
Two hours in one weekend
None tonight
Your an ice dragon! Congrats! Out of all the
dragons, you are most powerful but do not like
to show it. A rare and special creture, you
have artistic style and are great at expressing
yourself. You think friends and Familly are the
most important, and are a hopeless romantic.
But of course, as ice goes, you can be a little
cold or harsh at times. But not to worry, you
always apoligize later!
What elemental dragon are you?
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You are a spring. You are very mellow most of the
time except for the caffine season (which is
year round) but you are also a very nice
person. When people tick you off though God
better save them. lol You are a fairly
socialable person because people know you won't
get mad too easy or seem to. But you are a very
nice peron over all. ^-^
What Season Best Fits You? (anime pics)
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Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century
vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good
things in life, you posses a lot of classical
class, and follow that of the original
vampires, you have no shame in what you are,
infact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't
have it any other way. Your wealth is
unspeakable and your way of luring people with
your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and
most people would often call you The
Seductress.
What Kind Of Vampire Would You Be. (New And Improved, With COOL Pics!!!) FOR GIRLS ONLY!!!!
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You're "You're So Last Summer", you're
always hoping for the best, but in the end you
just get walked all over.
Which taking back sunday song are you?
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Sunday, February 6, 2005
I forgot!
My Feast of the Irish (a.k.a. potato party) was last week, and it was quite the success. Many of the people I invited showed up, some weren't able to or just forgot, but many people came and I got many compliments on my baking-potato skills. Some people left after eating, but still a lot stayed and we watched Shaun of Dead- with my surround sound blasting (damn it was awesome).
I must give thanks to a few people: Thanks to Josh for giving us mashed potatoes which went fast and were very popular; Caleb for making some home fries for us, even though he didn't have any!; Vince for bringing the drinks and the sporks, we would've all been thirsty without you; Renee for bringing the tots, no party is ever complete without them; Casey and Fronz for making the beautiful decorations (even though some people thought the potatoes looked like poop, I think they were good. They just hadn't seen mine...); and thank you to everyone who showed up and had fun!
Some people actually left feeling sick because they ate too much. I definately would like to have another party like that again, maybe when I have more money and am a little more organized (I tried my best). I was proud of myself however that I was able to stay on my budget (I had $21 on me, and I spent exactly $20.28. Yeah, I'm good).
Here are a few pictures from that night.
Love was had by many.
Card games were played (luckily no strip poker).
Renee was a bit excited for the tots.
Michelle just wanted one of Steve's tater tots....
Steve lost.
I must give thanks to a few people: Thanks to Josh for giving us mashed potatoes which went fast and were very popular; Caleb for making some home fries for us, even though he didn't have any!; Vince for bringing the drinks and the sporks, we would've all been thirsty without you; Renee for bringing the tots, no party is ever complete without them; Casey and Fronz for making the beautiful decorations (even though some people thought the potatoes looked like poop, I think they were good. They just hadn't seen mine...); and thank you to everyone who showed up and had fun!
Some people actually left feeling sick because they ate too much. I definately would like to have another party like that again, maybe when I have more money and am a little more organized (I tried my best). I was proud of myself however that I was able to stay on my budget (I had $21 on me, and I spent exactly $20.28. Yeah, I'm good).
Here are a few pictures from that night.
Love was had by many.
Card games were played (luckily no strip poker).
Renee was a bit excited for the tots.
Michelle just wanted one of Steve's tater tots....
Steve lost.
Did I ask for advice? I'm pretty sure NO.
Beer
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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You are PUNK! U like being around those who are
really close to u. You get depressed most times
but you just wanna live!You have alot of
feelings and thoughts inside that you keep to
yourself! sometimes you dont know who to trust.
You have friends that believe in you and know the
real you, which means the most.
Are you GOTHIC, PREP, PUNK,UNIQUE (girls only)
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~*~*~Natural Beauty~*~*~
You're beauty is natural. You don't need make up or
high quality clothes to make you look nice. You
are most likely popular. Deep down you might
feel a little lonely because all you really
want is people to like you for YOU, not because
you're gorgeous. Don't worry, some people will
understand and see that you are a beautiful
person inside and out. You may have a lot of
friends, but perhaps only a few close friends.
Be careful who you trust. There are a lot of
decieving people out there who might use you
for your looks or popularity. Also, do not
judge people. Just because you're pretty
doesn't mean you should go and make others
feel inferior to you. ( I don't know if you
actually do that, but just in case you do
then...don't!!)
You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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You like the prince charming type.
What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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You are a Hip hop Dancer. You are the witty chick
in the gang, you have a special life style and
that makes you different with your own unique
way, your friends love you because they know
they can trust you. Your ideal man is the guy
with a free style not afraid of saying how he
feels, and life is never dull with him.
What kind of dancers are you? (Girls only)
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What the fuck is with the freakin anime pictures....
Saturday, February 5, 2005
My parents are in MA buddies....
I have no fucking clue what to do with myself any more.
I sleep until about 11 or 12. I stay up until 3 or 4 (tonight it's even later woo hoo), I'm too lazy to excercise, too poor to go out and do stuff, and too boring/ pessimistic/hyper to hang with anyone. I don't know why, I just have wanted to be alone a lot lately, but then again I enjoy some people's company.
I don't know, maybe I've just been seeing too much of the same person, or going through the same shit as before, who knows. Who fucking knows.
So as usual this leaves me confused as hell, pissed off, and just downright, well, down. I can't wait until my check is cleared. Damn I want the check to be cleared so bad. So bad....
I can fill my prescription up, go grocery shopping, and then do some stress releiving shopping. Yes, that would be nice. I need to relieve stress. There is much I have, and I would like to get rid of it.
Casey's gone for the weekend which sucks because I do need my girl time. Too many boys I suppose, too many confusing things going on with all of them. Can't think straight, and get what they're saying straight, maybe they aren't even straight. I really don't kow any more. Nothing anyone says really makes sense any more. Don't know why, it just doesn't. I don't know if someone is joking with me or not anymore. There's a fine line between truth and sarcasm (if you're really good at it) and I honestly cannot tell the difference.
I'm so fucking sick of people ragging on me about things. I left for college early to get away from my overbearing mom, and what have I been getting lately? Yes, I feel like everyone is being my mom. Only they're a little more sarcastic about it.
Let's see, money issues. Ah yes, the never ending money problem of being broke. The roommates got me on that one.
OK, then there's getting drunk. Apparantly I just get drunk everyday. I guess whenever I'm happy or excited or what have you, I must be drunk. There is no WAY I could ever be happy! Nope! Never! Sorry for the enthusiasm guys, I'm just a little drunk!
Here's the newest one. My laugh. yes, it is loud. Yes, it can be obnoxious/annoying. I know that. I hate my laugh myself. However, shouldn't you be glad I'm laughing? I guess my laughing is a bad thing, because Michelle can never be happy. She's supposed to be quiet at all times. ESPECIALLY when there's something funny on. I can't laugh, it's against the rules I guess. No one is ever supposed to laugh. It's not funny, no not at all. Sorry I felt a spark of joy.
Here's another one I've been getting. That I talk too much. I only talk when I'm hyper. Err, I mean not when I'm hyper, I mean when I'm drunk. Yup, I'll just talk talk talk your ear off. Oh, and especially during movies, yes, that's when I strike. I just CANNOT keep my mouth closed! I'm surprised my jaw hasn't fallen off yet! And you can bet I talk in my sleep too! Yup, I just keep on going don't I?!
Can't you just tell I love being talked down to? It's almost as if I were 5 again! Because I have no fucking clue what I'm doing at all! I'm just a bag full of mistakes huh? Don't you agree? I bet you do! I'm just one big ass lazy oaf who mooches off every single person because I am too lazy to do shit! I'm only here to get drunk in fact! Not to get a better education which will help me with my career, not at all! Just drinky drink drink drink.
Well, I must leave now, so that I can get drunk, lose money I don't even have, and go to a movie theater so I can rant about how bad it is to the audience.
I sleep until about 11 or 12. I stay up until 3 or 4 (tonight it's even later woo hoo), I'm too lazy to excercise, too poor to go out and do stuff, and too boring/ pessimistic/hyper to hang with anyone. I don't know why, I just have wanted to be alone a lot lately, but then again I enjoy some people's company.
I don't know, maybe I've just been seeing too much of the same person, or going through the same shit as before, who knows. Who fucking knows.
So as usual this leaves me confused as hell, pissed off, and just downright, well, down. I can't wait until my check is cleared. Damn I want the check to be cleared so bad. So bad....
I can fill my prescription up, go grocery shopping, and then do some stress releiving shopping. Yes, that would be nice. I need to relieve stress. There is much I have, and I would like to get rid of it.
Casey's gone for the weekend which sucks because I do need my girl time. Too many boys I suppose, too many confusing things going on with all of them. Can't think straight, and get what they're saying straight, maybe they aren't even straight. I really don't kow any more. Nothing anyone says really makes sense any more. Don't know why, it just doesn't. I don't know if someone is joking with me or not anymore. There's a fine line between truth and sarcasm (if you're really good at it) and I honestly cannot tell the difference.
I'm so fucking sick of people ragging on me about things. I left for college early to get away from my overbearing mom, and what have I been getting lately? Yes, I feel like everyone is being my mom. Only they're a little more sarcastic about it.
Let's see, money issues. Ah yes, the never ending money problem of being broke. The roommates got me on that one.
OK, then there's getting drunk. Apparantly I just get drunk everyday. I guess whenever I'm happy or excited or what have you, I must be drunk. There is no WAY I could ever be happy! Nope! Never! Sorry for the enthusiasm guys, I'm just a little drunk!
Here's the newest one. My laugh. yes, it is loud. Yes, it can be obnoxious/annoying. I know that. I hate my laugh myself. However, shouldn't you be glad I'm laughing? I guess my laughing is a bad thing, because Michelle can never be happy. She's supposed to be quiet at all times. ESPECIALLY when there's something funny on. I can't laugh, it's against the rules I guess. No one is ever supposed to laugh. It's not funny, no not at all. Sorry I felt a spark of joy.
Here's another one I've been getting. That I talk too much. I only talk when I'm hyper. Err, I mean not when I'm hyper, I mean when I'm drunk. Yup, I'll just talk talk talk your ear off. Oh, and especially during movies, yes, that's when I strike. I just CANNOT keep my mouth closed! I'm surprised my jaw hasn't fallen off yet! And you can bet I talk in my sleep too! Yup, I just keep on going don't I?!
Can't you just tell I love being talked down to? It's almost as if I were 5 again! Because I have no fucking clue what I'm doing at all! I'm just a bag full of mistakes huh? Don't you agree? I bet you do! I'm just one big ass lazy oaf who mooches off every single person because I am too lazy to do shit! I'm only here to get drunk in fact! Not to get a better education which will help me with my career, not at all! Just drinky drink drink drink.
Well, I must leave now, so that I can get drunk, lose money I don't even have, and go to a movie theater so I can rant about how bad it is to the audience.
Tuesday, February 1, 2005
Buuuuzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I'm a little buzzed right now (surprise surprise) and I have one of my crushes onnmy couch right now. Should I jump on him and make out? Or should I just go to bed?
Ah, I'm sure whatever happens it will haunt me forever, unfortunatly. I'm tired, but not enough to put me to sleep. My roommates are sleeping, I want to watch TV or osmehting but as I said,my crush is on the couch. I think I'll bug him anyway. At least about the TV.
I hope I'm not waking up Des or anything, cause that would suck. I think the couch is a little uncomfortable.
Ack I don;t know what I'm doing any more. I'll pist up pucs form the potato party later whne it's not as late and I'm sober.
Yes, I can't spell, I don't feel like reading this over and maming the chnages. So good night folks. I'm going to do somehting....
Ah, I'm sure whatever happens it will haunt me forever, unfortunatly. I'm tired, but not enough to put me to sleep. My roommates are sleeping, I want to watch TV or osmehting but as I said,my crush is on the couch. I think I'll bug him anyway. At least about the TV.
I hope I'm not waking up Des or anything, cause that would suck. I think the couch is a little uncomfortable.
Ack I don;t know what I'm doing any more. I'll pist up pucs form the potato party later whne it's not as late and I'm sober.
Yes, I can't spell, I don't feel like reading this over and maming the chnages. So good night folks. I'm going to do somehting....
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