I got shit on today

Or should I say my life has been shit on?

Yes yes. I feel betrayed, abused, used, and generally low.

I need to realize I'm better off, it's him, not me, and as usual, I just need to get through this.

Tim, my friend and now neighbor, has helped me a lot through this. He's here now keeping me from crying. Ugh, it's just been a roller coaster with Matt.

I shouldn't be sad, but I am. I don't have the money to repair my laptop. I work so hard, yet have nothing. I feel I'm behind in everything.

I'm out.

Told you so!!!

Cows are awesome. That's all that needs to be said.

That's a first

I actually had a good day today.

I worked in Oakland for the first time as manager. It wasn't busy (until the last 15 min. before I closed) so I did a lot of organizing. It's already getting underway!

Of course I still have a whole lot more to do.

But it was simply wondrous NOT listening to whiny little brats and assholes being pissed and idiots on their cell phones yapping. I loved it.

And after work I had passed a used movie/CD store, so I popped in in hopes of finding Spinal Tap. And sure enough I did! It brought me great joy. I almost passed it up too! And it was only $6!

And when I went to get my car from the garage, the pay machines said no credit cards, and that's literally all I had, so the guy at the desk was nice enough to let me out free!

Although I was inside for a majority of the day, I still got to enjoy the beautiful weather.

The day was enjoyed thoroughly, and hopefully there will be many more following.

Moving

Instead of remaining at SHV until the 30th, we're actually shutting down Sun.

I SHALL BE FREE FROM THE TYRANNY!!!!

Aaaaaaaand hopefully once I get to Oakland I will be able to relax a little since I won't have to worry about the Nazi's patrolling.

And I'll be able to look at cute college boys a lot.

My Master Plan

If I haven't told you already, my kiosk was robbed sometime between Mon. night and Tues. morning. They took $636 in cash. Nothing else. It was definitely done by someone who is in the mall quite often and knows where we put our cash-box.

I had called mall security that morning, and they came, and go figure they told me they can't do shit and to call the police. So I did.

After a long day of frazzledness, and another day of scheming, I figured out how to exact my revenge on the greedy assholes who run the mall.

I shall alert the press.

And oh yes, it will be brutal.

AWESOME NEWS!!!!!

I'M GOING TO BE MANAGER AT OUR OAKLAND LOCATION!!!!!!! WWWEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
Not sure if I'll get a raise though :/

Revelation of the week

It's not people I hate. I hate stupidity, ignorance, and rudeness that people seem to cling to.

I crave attention from others. My worst fear is being alone- without any friends or a significant other. Yes, my pets do help, but I always need someone to talk to.

It's the sheer narcissistic nature of people which I loathe. And yes, I can admit that I have my moments. But some people are just so pig-headed in their ways that they just emulate the worst.

I have met numerous people in which I do like, admire, enjoy their company. But it always seems that they are the ones that drift away, one way or another.

Newbs

I hate them. Because they're stupid, awkward, and n00bs.

I'm on break from my video class right now. And one of the students looks like the classic sketch
of the Unabomber. Seriously. Just picture the Unabomber with a blue baseball hat and some scruffiness, and you got him.

He was late. And he hasn't removed the sunglasses. And he seems a little hung over, possibly.

Uh oh....

I suddenly got an incredible nauseated feeling after looking at some peeps who are hotter/prettier/thinner than me. And I seriously am starting to gag.

This cannot be a good thing.

HeeeeYAAAAHHHHHhrrrgggg

To my dismay school has started up again this week. I was going to drop out of one of the classes, but decided not to because I have a couple of friends in there. Everyone else in that class are newbs.

So I got a lot of work cut out for me. I'm desperately finishing up my room, I'm doing touchups now. I don't get a day off this week, yet I still have no money despite the amount I've been working. It's quite annoying.

So the SHV locale is going to close and I'll be sent over to Oakland so that I can fix that place up. They're not open the same times as the mall, so I may have some problems with that......and less hours too :/

So I came up with an idea for the ashow Wife Swap. Have a man who is an abuser and womanizer switch his stay-at-home slave with a feminist lesbian couple.

I think it'd be entertaining.

The fucking train they have set up here in the mall brings more anguish than joy. Most of the kids who get off the ride and are told they can't ride again, usually end up screaming and bawling their eyes out.

How precious.

Morning Phlegm

Waking up after a nice nights sleep. Standing up and getting a good stretch.

That's possibly one of the things I most enjoy in my day. The hinderence? Taking a glug of water and not being able to swallow it completely because my throat has been blocked up with snot. How can you get rid of it? Well, it's quite a difficult process. Coughing, chugging water, even shoving your toothbrush down your throat to fish out the clog.

Unfortunately, you can never get it all out. There's always that one little glob that refuses to leave. And it decides your good company, and remains for the rest of the day.

Good morning everyone :)

Another day

Another long hard day of seemingly accomplishing nothing.

Yesterday really screwed me over. Just when I was getting ahead of the game, I got sick, and I'm behind again within 24 hrs.

Today was long and by the end of the day I started to get a headache and nauseated. :(

I think Andy is a little aggravated since I left early yesterday, but I was in school today and he saw me....

But I really was sick. I can usually handle being sick and doing stuff- but I just felt so low on energy and my stomach wasn't getting any better. I slept and had ginger ale and various salty bland snacks.

I think I'm falling apart. I really need to go to the ER to get the weird rash sort of thing taken care of, because it's not going away either. I just need more time in my week!

So I've been nicely stressed out with work (I need to hire people ASAP!), school I need to catch up in, and just my numerous crazy emotions playing with me.

And the fact that I actually have to be nice with customers at work now- I have to put on a facade and try to get people coming in. I NEED to save the location. If I don't, I may just end up quitting. I'm slowly becoming friends with just about everyone who works at Auntie Anne's, so that's good. Despite my internal shitty attitude/feelings I've strangely been more open to people and talking to them and such. I don't know why, but I do enjoy it.

But, as usual, I know I'll trek through it and come out in flying colors, as I always have.

I'm excited to see my love, my wife, since I miss her so much! And I'm excited and happy for Acey who's been doing so well and is doing what I had hoped he'd do :D In time I'll see him again and we can go to Olive Garden!!!!!!!

I'm off. I have work in the AM and have to be a responsible person. Blegh!

Sickly

Today I woke up sick. Went to school. Just got worse. So I've been feeling crappy all day. I'm hoping this is just a 24 hr thing. Because I really can't miss my class tomorrow.

After I get better though, I'm going to try to do an all liquid diet with mini solid snacks between meals. I doubt I'll do it. But I would like to invest in a scale to monitor my weight loss and such. Why lose weight and not even know if you did?!


Here's my revelation:

Farting (as well as burping) when sick makes you feel a WHOLE LOT better. HOWEVER- the downfall to this is the smell. For some unknown reason, possibly all the little diseases, make the farts stink like no other. It feels great letting one loose, but when it hits your nostrils, you'll wish you didn't! So folks, I suggest the next time you're sick an need to poot, do it outside. For the sake of yourself, and the ones around you.

The First

Of March.

And what does that mean?

Nothing really. However I am going to make myself even more awesome than I already am (I know, near impossible) and get in shape and look HOTT. Why? Cause I can. Or should I say cause I want to. I'm sick of being lumpy and lazy and always eating.

I'm not sure how I am going to do this, but I know my food intake will lessen, and I will be drinking a lot of energy drinks so that I don't feel tired and won't get all lazy and do nothing by the end of the day.

Quite the undertaking I think. Can I do it?

Who fucking knows. I guess I need to set a goal for each week. Like, 2 lbs a week? I don't even know if that's too low or too high. Technically, if I were to try to lose 2 lbs a week, it'll take me 10 weeks to get to where I want to be. Eesh! that's 3 and a half months!

This is going to be especially difficult since Easter is around the conrer and you know what that means.

PEEPS AND CADBURY EGGS AHOY!!!!!!

Oh how I love those birds and nuggets of heaven. *ahhhhhhhhh*

But I think that, with the numerous life changes going on right now, I need to change myself along with it. Hopefully for the better.

First entry of the "THINGS I LEARNED TODAY!"

Today I learned, or I guess realized, that girls who work in cell phone kiosks are generally sluts. I know that doesn't pertain to every single one of them, however the ones that I know and work around are.

A girl, who is only 18, and had just started working at the cell phone kiosk across from me, had aldready worked at Hooters, and banged two of the guys from the cell phone kiosk next to them. She ended up being fired- because she got super drunk and naked at her manager's Halloween party. Currently she is working at a different kiosk location.

The girl in South Hills Village, being very nice, is a "cock tease."

If anyone needs to get their jollies on, I suggest to go to your nearest cell phone kiosk.

Learning everyday.

I desperately need to get on top of things. I am going to start doing a "What I learned today" blog- probably every week- but ultimately I would like to do it everyday (doubt it).

With me being back in school I have more stuff to talk about and more things to learn! However, I am tired, and I am going to fix up this ol' blog. Make it zazzy.