I got shit on today

Or should I say my life has been shit on?

Yes yes. I feel betrayed, abused, used, and generally low.

I need to realize I'm better off, it's him, not me, and as usual, I just need to get through this.

Tim, my friend and now neighbor, has helped me a lot through this. He's here now keeping me from crying. Ugh, it's just been a roller coaster with Matt.

I shouldn't be sad, but I am. I don't have the money to repair my laptop. I work so hard, yet have nothing. I feel I'm behind in everything.

I'm out.